Why Must Often The Best And Holiest Go Wrong
There are people who lived a part of their lives as saints and were the candidates for entering the God's Kingdom. But later, towards the end of their life, they spoilt: they went crazy, became evil and so on.
This happens quite often. Why is it so?
Extreme experience of God's Goodness exhausts human interior and if the person has the universal energy of God - The Truth that has extreme dispositions for both good and evil, he or she can fall into extreme evil after experiencing of extreme good. Another reason can be madness caused by suffering of which the saints have too much. And then there are still other more reasons:
If somebody lived all his life as a real saint and did not sin, his soul would not be loaded with a sin and dark powers could not then hurt it so much. And even if it would not be saved, there would wait better lives for it and it would not have to suffer in excess in these lives, which would obstruct to the beings that live on human suffering and to other souls that would have to suffer instead of it.
And secondly, people would believe in him and in the one who sent him here more and they would follow his Word. But perfect things and perfect people must often break to make this world broken too, as it should be broken.
If there was one single perfect God's servant, who would know the whole Truth and spread it successfully all throughout the world, people would follow this Truth and would easily reach the aim, then the world on the earth would finish as it is. There would be less suffering, and our universe would transform another energy than the one that Tao requires, to whom our Lord is subordinated. That is why every human God's servant must be bad or imperfect in something in order to when giving people a part of the truth could not give them the rest of it; in order not to be totally trustworthy.
God's Wisdom is given to mankind in pieces and with gaps or mistakes. And there is an intention in it. People must go forward very slowly and with difficulties. Only then they will fulfill their predestined and ominous future.